What Commitment U scare for??

Everytime, Everyday..sure I can heard somebody talk about marry..marry...marry..........
And, of cause some of my friends are build up their family, they have sweet home and Life partner to be with..
I never think for that day comes to me, But I was actually started to searching someone who really can make me lay on for the rest of my life... Hope the person who I search can satisfy me...

I found him actually, but seems like that is no happy ending with him..He is good, He is perfect for me, but I don't know why, He scared on commitment... Maybe that was his passed make him have this kind afraid..
Actually I didn't ask much from him, I just need Him to Love me, That's enough~
I don't need any marriage now.. I just need Him to commit himself to me.. And I will wait for him..
seems like, He don' understand...He thought I force him...
It is hard for me to explain to him, cause he will run away from my question... Why?? Why guy like this?
If U really Love, U can trust this relationship and move on to further right...Why U scare for?
I'am just A simple girl... I never ask much from U..
Of cause I knew that Now everyone were concentrate on career, included me as well...

Commitment, Is it really hard to take? Is It that horrible?? >.<

Decision Made , No Regret

Im here .. start from my training life until I be the permanent staff, permanent resident In Port Dickson.. alot of challenges I faced, I can proudly said.. Grace, U had grow up!!!! Cheers!!!
From work to family to relationship~ there are a lots of knowledge and challenges..
work place fuck tup..staffs were nice but management so so...work like a doggy but what we get just like "Fish" - selfish~~~
family burden was increasing day by day, I know that I cant enjoy my time any more, but I have another reason to stay here..it is more important for me...I found my love..I don't know whether it is the true love, but at least I am trying to make it true..
of cause this things cant work with only one party..this is works up with both parties~ So far, he still fine for me. I never request much, just Love me enough..

Again, Sometime I will regret for what I had choosen, but No choice.. I must move on because I am not 18 19 any more..I don't have time to spend to search a new environment or a new partner~ My time is just like a Gold..24K gold...

Peoples always asked me, Why u choose PD? Any good benefit here? I cant answer..But there is an answer deep inside my heart which stupid answer, I am not a love legend..just be What I wanna be .. I don't want any regrets.. that's all.....